If you have been a long time reader,
you would have known by now
that I hate birthdays.
My birthday to be exact.
I'm not one to celebrate it.
Long & complicated story but it all started when the day came that I could never even tell
when exactly is my birthday.
Call it dementia, heck who cares? Not me for one.
And I found a partner who is one as well.
So what happens is ,
whenever the birthday of the other partner comes;
we wanna make it special,
if you get what I mean.
on the eve of my birthday
lemme share a bit of what happened.
Nothing exciting so don't give me that
PFFT-face of yours at the end aite?haha!
As soon as we got back to our hotel,
(bought dinner & meds from Discovery Mall)
Their KFC is much much better than KFC Singapore.
And our addiction to ROTI-O!
Coffee Bun YUM.
we went down for a while to check out the pool.
And sure sure a few outfit of the day shots were expected to roll.
Camhoe'd for a while....look at le hubs' face; not much of a change in every frame , lol
E & I spent an hour by the pool;
feelin' the night chill, we decided to go up and then
haf our humble dinner so that I could also
take my meds asap and then....
perhaps call it a night already.
Love this Quest Hotel, it's so peaceful & quiet!
What I Wore
armswag that simply spells me.
cross, skull, denims n pearls, butterfly...mole not included*
complicated watch from the SPIN Collection:
There are 3 separately moving discs;
each disc has its own function: hour, minute & sec.
as per odm website:
Simply by making use of white silicon rubber and plastics to give different lustrous and matted effects, and matching to 3 distinctly black and white disc-shaped graduation dials which serve as hour-minute-second pointers, simplicity and delicacy can be fully expressed in the design.
The hour indicator is on the farthest right, so it takes a while getting used to..
but I love it to bits !
When someone asks me for time, I purposely show this to them
and let them be perplexed just by looking at it. #causeamameanie haha.
So what happened on the eve of my birthday?
What I Read
I had my coffee cup, a Yankee Tangerine Vanilla Aromatherapy Candle & an Archie Comics.
THIS. IS. ME. TIME.
Not that E & I argued or anything..
I politely asked him this is what I wanted on this particular night.
He had no qualms about it;
instead respected what i had wanted.
So does this means someone is really getting old?
What I Realized
I am one lucky BITCH.
Well, all my life I thought marriage would be an epidemic;
akin to forever.
Just the word forever unhinges my soul.
Then suddenly this man deftly came;
made me believe on this:
He only wanted to be with this one MAD woman to spend the rest of his life with.
"I'm sorry to break it to you,
but you're it."
Me: "One Mad Woman? Who, me?"
am far worse than being MAD.
I'm senile to think before
that a relationship is just a stupid condom-free sex world;
I'm feeble minded to think before
that it's innate of men to flirt , it's a camouflaged device to escape their responsibility,
I'm a muttonhead to think before
that in life and love,
there is always those repeating patterns;
same sloppy kiss;
same passionate hug;
same climax on the same bed;
I'm silly to think before
that the synopsis of an ideal marriage is like slitting one's own throat;
Where's the work of GOD in that?
That after slitting yours,
I did ...
and I survived.
And as I thought that dreams always end;
Let it end.
You always have another day....
to be hurt
s u r v i v e
I'm a living proof.
Happy..well belated happy birthday WICKERMOSS.
With all the blessings that came upon me
I have nothing else to wish for;
This ♥ can only sing thanks and praise for our Almighty Father.
What have you REALIZED lately?